Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Weird and Wired

Why am I so weird and so wired? Maybe I'll become a bag lady, pushing my cart of possessions without a care in the world.

I have a car, home, food in the fridge and clothes on my back. I have to give up this worrying. Why do I worry about every little thing?

Used to ask my man, are you worried about "---"? "No, you do it for me."

Got up a half hour ago - woke up, thought of something and had to think (worry) about it. Am I the only one who does this? It doesn't change anything to worry.


Jeanne said...

When you begin to worry change your thoughts right away and focus on the good.
Love you

Chatty Crone said...

I'm not a doctor, but I do think when we have troubles - upon troubles - upon troubles - the chemicals in our brain change. Have you ever asked the doctor for a mild anti-anxiety medication - just to get through these tough times for awhile? Anxiety makes you worry - you can't help it. You have some serious things to worry about, maybe these other worries are a diversion? I don't know, but I'll be praying and thinking about you.

Trish said...

Thinking of you and praying for you. Xoxo

Corgidogmama~ said...

Bless you during these struggles. I agree with Chatty when she says that our brain chemicals change with stress. Try not to look at the big picture all at once...just one frame at a time. Take care, there's an angel on your shoulder.